will you make me smile today?

I wanted to turn back the hands of time...and see myself smiling with my heart...and turn gloomy days into bright, hopeful and meaningful one...with  my one and only love...my life...my everything.. OH how I wish  he's mine...the selfish side of me wanting him back....but the righteous me..says...let him go...And  I wanted to follow the path that leads me to righteousness....i know....that will make me a better individual....the question is....am I happy???....